On impostor syndrome

My view on impostor syndrome changed once I realized it was a thing. It changed for the worse, I would say. Recently I have been able to understand why and I'm back to my old ways of feeling like an impostor but doing something about it. I'…

Inconsistently consistent

31 August 2024, I decided to do something about my procrastination by setting up a system which was largely inspired by the book, Atomic Habits. It's been almost two months, since I started it. I used a simple way to keep track of how I'm doing…

Turning off my LSP autocomplete

It's only end of day one without auto complete, so I will wait about thirty days at least before I see if it's better, worse, or there is a middle ground. Why turn off auto complete? It wasn't an original idea of mine, I…

Getting tied down by things

Disclaimer: There is going to be no programming content on this one. Things do have an effect on you, or so I've come to realize. They are just things, but it's easy to tie your self worth to it. It was a difficult pill to swallow,…

Reinventing wheels

This opinion has changed twice over the last four years for me, it started out as re-invent wheels, don't use packages, then changed to don't re-invent anything. It's settled to a happy medium, leaning more towards reinvention. I've realized through mine and…

Is programming OCD a thing?

This is a strange one, I've noticed that when it comes to programming and the tools I use write them I am super particular. The slightest change in feel, speed is noticed. I find it strange because, outside of this one area, I'm quite loosey goosey.…